  I stayed on the phone last night until about 2:30 am and i had to get up for work at 6:00am. I was so tried i couldn't get my contacts in, so i had to wear my glasses.
people at work told me that i looked like a teacher...i said thank you i guess.... I was on the phone with Sean. He makes me laugh so much and he truely has the biggest heart in the world. He is one of those people who wants everyone to be happy. He is so compassionate. He has a kind heart. I think he is starting to care about me just as much as i do for him so that is good. I tried calling my friends in NY yesterday but was unable to get in contact with them. I miss NY so much sometimes. It has so much energy and life in it. Sometimes when i close my eyes i can still see my street; but it is starting to fade. I don't think that i will ever live there again. I am thankful for the opportunity to live there.
But i don't see myself trying to live there on my own. Since i left the city two of my friends have been robbed. So, i think living in Ohio would be better. Plus, I would be closer to my family and to my boy. well, off to work at my wonderful job :) 
