  i have come up with an ingenious solution to my silly little problem, ignore it. Now one might think of me as a coward, and i would assure them that they are right. But regardless of how cowardly this may seem, it also seems to be working. I can ignore the people that i long to talk to and it bothers me at the time, but afterwards i feel relieved, relieved that i didn't have to face confrontation. I am having such a lazy day, I turn my stereo on full, close the doors to my room, and just lay back and listen. From time to time i wander around the house, get some food, get confused when i see my reflection, before remembering i dyed my hair, and coming to the computer. I think i'll play guitar for a bit later. Basically, I'm just hanging around and paying no mind to any problems. 
