  you know what bloggie..I have a secret to tell you and since no one reads you enyway, and im aparently not going to spew my intelectual thoughts like I thought I would im gonna tell you. Andrew recently broke up with his girl freind and its terrible I feel simpathy for him I know how it feel but now hes checking out older men and im not comforetable with that, it seems dangerous. I know that sounds stupid but I worrie and I dont like it at all. Then hes saying he dousnt want to go out with enyone but he wants to date well im not saying I want a relationship or enything but I wouldnt mind going on a date or something, sounds like fun.
Then also Micheal has been realy mean by egnoring me, well maybe not egnoring but blowing me of and I told him some pritty personal stuff and he was a good freind but I think he is going, going, and now well...gone.
But what can you do? I have been enjoying myself thuroly however more than usual, I have been pausing more often and niticing the things around me more intensely so thats nice, my head feels clear and I have been reading more and being more progressive insted of just drinking and smoking the reefer, I think ill stop that. I have much more to say but I rented a realy great movie called Elizabeth and I must wach it. Farewell ICA 
