  I've met so meny interesting people within the past couple months and not all but most have problems of a dangerous sort.  I dont undestand how I meet them what makes them take interest in me and why they leave so quickly but shit happens.  I've been busy with ( what a kowinkidink)  people.  I divide up my time but never have enouf to do everything I want,
 and I have been having problems with my realy imporant freind.  When andrew gets back I need to get painting for my showing with him,  but then what about mickeal and sarah and the two allys and coleen and colon and tianna and electra and emonia with chelse and how I owe them a smoke out and then I wanted to hang with Diana some if I could and the big problem is none of them know eachother pluse I need to get a job so I can do stuff when I hang out with people but then ill have less time to hang out with them all and knock on wood that this be a problem i love it I fell speacial and its not much of a burdon i've just been thinking about it being so busy this week.
 Watch after this week ill have no one to hang out with their all leave.  I also have been worried about micheal and the whole nickol thing,  he seems realy depressed and I wish there was something I could do but he dousnt talk that much enymore and I dont know what to say.  I dont think were going to stop being freinds,  not on his life I just wish he would talk to me more about whats wrong and open up some more.
 Then theres sarah shes realy stressed and has money problems and I love her so much,  I wish their was something I could do. o well,  ill think of something.  TTFN ICA 
