  A good relationship is one where you bring the best out in each other. You can still argue, sulk, feel let down, feel joyous, revel in each other's closeness and love the way that person smells...and you must bring out the best in each other. A and I seemed to do that for so long. What's happening? Once I used to feel that I understood and accepted him and that he returned that.
Now where are we? Not together, and miserable apart. Fearful. Wary. Tired. I know that he will come over here tonight and that I will lie next to him and just know that I don't want to be with anybody else and that I am waiting to hear him say the same. But it isn't going to come. Is that what he means by 'running scared"? Pity I let the Divine Ones stay home today because I'd like nothing more than to just lie here and sob my heart out. (Don't want to scare them) Think the pain killers might be kicking in. I'm feeling woozy. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... 
