  I hate looking at someone else who has what i want and there is no way that i can get it. its always been a problem for me, its like my mom says, when i was little and i went to a birthday party and we got the kid somthing i HAD to get one to or i wouldnt give it to them, casue then they would have somthing i wanted. but with this.....this is somthing that u cant just be like hey i want that and go to the store and pick one up. Its somthing that hasta come to you. I no i sound like a little spoiled bitch but hey its something that i have a problem with, always have, but hopfully always wont. that would suck. 
