  Well the last couple days haven't been the greatest for me. Monday I didn't get to hangout with Susan at all, yesterday I did but it was a pretty short visit and today I didn't get to see her either.
Seems as if she is too busy for me now. Makes me sad. I don't really know whets happening right now; ive been sitting in my room in the dark for about 3 1/2 hours now. Not talking to anyone except to Kyle on AIM. Im bored and depressed and im going to lose my mind. Susan and I are suppose to be leaving for Tampa tomorrow morning until Sunday but from the looks of it she really doesn't even want to hangout with me.
She has been with her friend Brooke all day and I have talked to her on AIM like 2 or 3 times briefly. Hopefully she still wants to go but if she doesn't ill probably go and purposely get lost in Tampa or something and never return. It rained today. It quit a while ago but, but its still raining in my head. 
