  It's about time I woke up. I've been dreaming far too much. About life. About you. And it's driving me insane. I'm starting to think I don't know what I'm thinking anymore. I snapped today. Everything broke apart and I let go.
It felt so good, and so bad I want to be sick. I don't know what I'm doing. is this the diary of a crazy woman? I wish it would just end. Everything. All the wanting... God, the wanting. It shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't feel this way. How can you make me feel like this? I don't know. It's a crazy state of being. I don't understand. And you won't give me a chance. So good bye. Tomorrow is the day I turn everything right side up.
I'm shaking you loose. If I can... "I'm everything you want I'm everything you need I'm everything inside of you that you wish you could be I say all the right things at exactly the right time but I mean nothing to you and I don't know w h y" 
