  Spinning: Buffy on television I found out through the course of this week, that JC life can be summarised with one word.
Mugging. That's all my classmates are doing, that's all close to all of my Pre-U Sem mates are doing, that's all probably more than 80% of the JC students in Singapore are doing. Not that I blame them. In fact, good on them! Part of me doesn't care and part of me knows I have to join the muggers sooner or later. In fact... I'm might just be joining a few of me Pre-U Sem groopies to study tomorrow. Only...
I find it pointless. Like I don't have a motivation to study. I guess what's settling in is a sense of purposelessness. Something that I'll have to face. But thanks to God, I don't have to worry about purpose. So help me God. Then... There's this nagging feeling inside. I don't know what it is. I guess, cause me Pre-U Sem mates kinda gave me a sort of security, they can also take it away - deliberately or not.
You see, I've been trying to get a sort of group study thing happening, but apparently it ain't. It's really not their fault. Priorities are priorities. They need to study. Not in a group cause it's not the best I guess... But that's not the problem. Is it? I don't know what is. I'm going mad. Ignore me. Germy 
