  Its really quite crap to be honest, im getting so used to her being around. And with my friends here at home, I dont laugh with them as much as I laugh with Emma. Now its 3: 30 in the morning,
and I know emma will soon see this, and for all I know, due to my lack of sleep, I could say things Ill regret laterzz hahahaaa Anyways, Its gonna feel weird not having her around anymore, Next time I see her will prob b nxt month for her bday,
but even thats only a day!  and after tht, cant see her till like next summer, but I wont get into that now, as thatll just get me depressed * lol*
 By looking back at our piccies, I can tell weve hada right laugh, and a week sounded like so long, but its gone just wayyyy too fast. Time flies when ur having fun! lol If only she was here for 2 weeks.
lol*  its amazing what good friends u can make thru fanclubs etc. I would normally have never trusted anyone over the net. and Im still careful, but thru a michael jackson fanclub, u couldnt ask for closer fans and nicer ppl,
well the majority of em anyways lol I never knew I could make such a good friend thru there, and Ive made many more aswell, but Ill always remember over a year ago emma. when I made that thread to u. and thats when it all started. lol*
 Anyways emma, when u see this, just to let u know,  I hada ball, and its been so much fun and too much laughing!  haha Luv ya Jen xxxxxxx 
