  Everyone in my life fits into a certain box...well almost everyone. I have my friends, my family, my children, etc...It's easier for me this way. Except for with my children I don't like forming strong emotional attachments to anyone. In fact, if I feel that this may be happening I walk away. No apologies or explanations... it's something that I let be known up front. It's the way that I am...it's me.
Then I have some that won't stay in the box that I originally put them into and some that a box just can't seem to define. It's for this purpose that I'm starting this blog. Things get so complicated sometimes that maybe writing them down will help to sort out my thoughts. Me: I don't know if there is any one person that can describe all of me. I'm different to and with different people. I tend to change into what I think the person I'm with wants me to be. I'm a swinger... a submissive... a mother... a frigid bitch... an innocent... a slut... take your pick. I'm me. M&M, J&C, R&R(&J), M&K are my swinging friends. R, M of M&K, D are my BDSM friends I've never really had people that crossed the boundaries from one box to the other until I met M&K. They were supposed to be me BDSM friends... but we've sort of moved past that. K is no longer interest in that side of things and M pretty much just wants to get fucked.
I love K and like that she's sort of pretty well set into my Girlfriends box. M on the other hand causes me grief. I don't know where to put him. R is even harder to define. I think a good deal of my blog will be taken up in sorting out my feelings with regards to him.
He challenges me, and annoys me, and angers me and teaches me so much about myself. Somedays I totally convince myself that I won't have anymore to do with him...and other days it just seems so natural to email him with some little tidbit that I've learned or with a question that I have. I don't like that. 
