  i hate humans. i depise, loathe, abhor them. yesterday was one of the worst days of my life.
besides the whole guiltguiltguilt feeling nagging at me all day something really bad happened. i was walking to meet some of my friends, when i heard voices to my right. i looked up quickly to see two guys around 18 years old who smiled at me. i kept my gaze down until i heard "hey tinkerbell come and give me some pixie dust.
" a few seconds later i felt hands on my wrists and a hand across my mouth. i screamed as loud as i could before i kicked them and bolted. i felt like a small animal running away from a hunter. i was so fucking scared. i was glad when i saw lulu and justin and they looked genuinely concerned, justin gave me a hug and lulu told me it was ok....and it made me feel 10 times better.
fred, pip, and ryan made me feel better too....they were nice and weren't all..."you stupid whore. " im glad i know people that actually give a damn. thank god for you kids. and yay for nick for making me smile when i was depressed. *glomp! * lol. that's all for now folks..... by the way: my new theme song = "ugly girl" by jack off jill. check it out shitlets. love, nikki 
