  Ok, so IM leaving in 9 days to go to my training. But now it's not just my training that I'm doing.
After seeing "the notebook" I realized that I have to go after what I want, or should I say who I want. I'm just getting over a break up that occurred so suddenly, and for no rational reason at all. I think my guy got scared and chose to run and break my heart instead of staying with me. We were perfect together, I thought I had met my match. Everyone else saw it too. Everyone but him, I guess.
Anyway, I'm going to Tampa, and I have plans to meet up with an old friend of mine, who I hadn't seen in five years. He was the one guy who always made my heart flutter, and still does. I'm very nervous to go see him. I'm not healed yet from my breakup, but I'm getting there slowly. We still talk once in awhile.
It's just hard when it happens out of the blue without warning. Black Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay Her lace spread out before me, as her body once did All five horizons revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was everything Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything?
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything... I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the sun can, drop away And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass Of what was everything? All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything... All the love gone bad turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...yeah...
Uh huh...uh huh...ooh... I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky, but why Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine 
