  Yesterday was....interesting. Went to work, of course. Worked 4 1/2 hours. Came home and watched this movie with Ryan Merriman in it. The movie was about Ryan going to his aunt's and uncle's over the summer, but he had a school assignment, to make a goal and accomplish it.
His was to "witness a act of love" aka in his other words "watch people fucking". Sad thing was that I didnt get to see the end. At 6:30 my mom and I went to Dann's house. Turns out Kathy had forgotten and went to the house next to mine. So we drove back over and talked to her and Jack for 2 hours. That was our little "tea party". They had wine while I had Pepsi and a scoop of coffee ice cream, very good. It feels like I'm practically related to Dann because his mom treats me like her own. She said I wear my eyeliner too thick and need more sun. So when I go over to her house again, she's giving me a makeover.
What sucked was that I didnt get to see Dann at all, or talk to him on the computer. Which, I really wanted to tell him something. After that Meaghan and Becca came up to get me. Mike didnt come out at all so I dont know why I wasted my time getting bit up by mosquitoes. Went in at 10:00, read for a half hour of Sleepers, then watched My So-Called Life. Funny thing is, I cant really remember any of it.
By then, it was 1:00. Went to sleep, got up this morning, and now I have to go to work for 7 hours. I'll write again tonight hopefully. I'm thinking of just keeping a journal that's NOT online so I can really spill my guts. On the computer, whatever I write will at least disappoint one person. I asked myself, whats the point then? So people can hear my thoughts and get angry? Pretty messed up to me. 
