  Something about me that I havent mentioned on blogger is about my ability to learn and adapt fast, which leads to me having a career crisis. Basically, I lost my career goal. //[Sad by true] I never, ever had the idea I would be doing account exec. work (sales and marketing) and thrive doing it. And now i'm thinking about going back to college to get a degree in business and administration? I hate office work. I hate office work. I hate office work. I hate office work. //[Office Space] Yes, most days it seems like there is no end to my question. I've always had the desire of being in media arts (Graphics and such). No matter how less I think about drawing, doodling and etc.... my mind wanders off into an abyss of... artistic wonder.
Specifically, I get bored easily. Office work is boring. I am not challenged. I seek challenge and sometimes create challenges to rid my mind of boredom. My other talent is computers. Yes - I am a computer geek (but undercover). Computers will continue to evolve and therefore I like learning about them because its a challenge.
Enough (I feel geeky)! This job that I have gives me challenges by learning databases and daily IT issues that come in the companies way. It keeps me "occupied". Doing something artistic and problem solving is leading me to strive to do something ultimate. Something along the lines of.... video gaming. How does this work you may ask? Artisans come up with all sorts of ideas and with those ideas come problems. I solve problems I create from my ideas when I do 3D graphics (try saying that 10+ times). Being in constant thought of trying to solve problems that are perplexing leaves me to wonder and search throughout the day. My feelings keep me engulfed in a sea of artistic ideas with problems being as numerous as visible stars in the night sky. 
