  So I should go right? But I am too lazy to get up and walk down the hall to the camode. I'm sure I will soon, when my bladder crys out in pain. Well here we are at Monday again. La dee fricking da! Not feeling any happier than my random thought day. Reasons I am feeling blue lately... for a very very dear friend cuz she has a broken heart. for myself cuz I don't know if my heart is where is supposed to be sometimes. for my dad cuz he is so exhausted. for my toes cuz they can no longer see out of my shoes at work. for Val cuz she has to deal with the people who are very angry about the new no toes policy. for my daughter cuz she has no idea that her dad is leaving. for my mind cuz it's filled with so much uneasyness. ____________________ But I am happy because...
I have wonderful friends I have my health I have my family I have a roof over my head I have music I have love I have faith in myself Seems I have been using my blog as a venting board lately, and honestly it helps. It helps to put it out there and be able to go back and reflect on it all. I highly recommend it! We are going to visit the children's garden this afternoon after work. I cannot wait to watch Caitlyn's face. I love it when she sees beautiful things, her whole face lights up and it's as if none of the stuff I listed above matters.
Your children will not be your children They are the daughters and the sons of the beginning They will come through your womb but not be coming from you They will be with you but they do not belong to you You can give them your love but not your thoughts They will arrive with their own hearts They are the coming of angels this blessed season God rests in reason 
