  Why did I take my bra off in the tanner?&nbsp; Ouch! At what point will I get enough sleep as to not wake up so very tired? Coffee...good or bad/awake-good, jittery-bad? When will I have time to do what I want to do? Why does saddness come and go for no reason? Is there ever a point where we don't want something more than we have? "She will be loved".&nbsp; Song by Maroon 5, very cool.
Will Caitlyn survive the mess that is her/my life? Today feels like Friday. Why did cancer choose my dad?&nbsp; Will it choose me?&nbsp; Matt?&nbsp; Caitlyn? Round brushing the back of your hair is hard! Music is needed, good songs bring me to tears. Why do people hurt eachother? What do my dreams mean? My world is so small. I need motivation. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; 
