  yo, i just got back from miniture golfing, well, putt-putting. it was for jessica's b-day party...she turned 11...wooo jessica! (she's my neice) yeah. i met that jon kid today...for like friggin 30 seconds...seriously. he's going to ozzfest. what do i think about this kid? well, from talking to him last night (well, this morning...) he seems pretty cool and corey says he's pretty cool...and that's cool cuz corey wouldnt lie and tell me he's cool if he's really a jerk or whatever...but yeah.
he's cute too. if he wanted i'd prolly go hang out with him or "go out" with him if he wanted...yeah. bleh. i wanna go to cd connection like nothing else. i wanna see if my buddy's there. i wanna see if he talks to me (like usual...out of his way...lol). i wanna just see him. that's not weird, is it? .....ouf... i wanna stop thinking about him and such cuz i'm too much of a pussy to say something to him. i mean, i wanna just go up to him and be like, "hey, do have any idea that the reason i've been in here so often is so i can see you?....
" i dono. i just wanna kick myself. he's the reason i'm not sure about jon. if i didnt wonder if maybe he was interested in me, i wouldnt have any "qualms" about getting with jon. but i dono. it all goes back to "there are no wrong or bad decisions or mistakes. only the things you do and the things you don't," thing. you learn something for everything you do. if you never do anything you can't learn from it. and it's not a mistake if you learn that what you did was an unpleasant experience...you still learned something.
i dono where i'm going. if anyone knows what i'm talking about say sumthing so i can make sure i'm not insane.
but yeah.
i dono.
im going to see the lion king tomorrow (broadway style!). hopefully getting my license soon. hopefully getting a job soon.
bleh.
hopefully a lot of junk. lol. well, im done for now. ttyL8a *hearts* --*amino acid*-- 
