  so ive done it. ive entered the fabulous world of online journaling - baring my soul for the world to see...or something like that. i figure, i spend the majority of my time at work, with NOTHING to do, so i may as well give myself something to do.
and ive been told by a certain someone (who shall not be referenced hereafter for the sake of my sanity) that i like to listen to myself talk. at least i have the guts to put myself out there, you yutz. god forbid YOU ever be vulnerable, lest someone realize you arent perfect. oh, wait. already did. "va te faire enculer, salope! " (as the french say) speaking of france, dyl is there "a ce moment"!
he called to say "ciao" the day before he left...how jealous am i? "tres. " i asked for some Kinder Eggs, but if he had a nickel for every time someone has said, "bring me back some ________! " he could, well, spend them on some Kinder Eggs for "moi"! anywho, im at work (bentley college, graduate school of business)...multitasking, if you will. that is, im writing a blog, eating a pop tart, occasionally getting up to shred bags and bags of documents, stuffing envelopes as the spirit moves me, and writing graduate certificate requirement summaries (DRSs) as colleen finishes creating student folders.
thankfully i actually have something to keep me occupied today, mindless as it may be. yesterday was the worst, fully intended to quit. babs described it best: i hate feeling useless, especially when i am capable of ten times more than answering a damn phone. apart from work, life is slowly improving. its the little things mostly, serving to keep my mind in a better place: dad gave me twenty bucks for gas (only perk of living at home), eric made me dinner last night (which i forgot to bring with me for lunch, doh), i got to see my cousin and her new baby (kyle brandon donahue-frey 6/22/04 7lbs.
15in. ), and la piece de resistance: im friggin' psyched for tomorrow! rach will be down after work, just got an email from ventre saying she will likewise be down, talked to ky sunday who is scheduled to work but may be able to switch, havent managed to keep cait on the phone long enough (damn VT cell service) to find out if she has plans to come down...its all about having things to look forward to, particularly to be fortunate enough to surround yourself with wonderful people.
which makes me want to piss my pants at the thought of going to san diego in september. ventre, may i please borrow your gi-normous cojones? thanks. all right, so i should do some more work, finish my grad school application/essay, and run home to my bed. so exhausted. cant be exhausted tomorrow...MUST...GET...WASTED...(no worries) perhaps i will sun myself during the day? does anyone know what skin cancer looks like? i think i may have it. but anyway. hi ho, hi ho, and all that shit. 
