  hey... its been a while... but the last couple days days seem to be getting better for me so i dont feel like i have much to write about. my birthday may not be a living hell after all. i think i found something to do.. teals moving this month. its scary. i dont want her to leave, i dont know if i could SURVIVE without her here. oh well, its only to kirkland, so i will see her alot. its still a very scary thought. i guess up until now i always figured they were just talking about moving.. and now that they actually found a house its starting to set in.
ive done alot in the last couple days so im not even gonna bother telling you, not like you care. anyway im watching dawsons creek so i really cant focus on what im writing at the moment. ugh, i hate sappy love shows... they never fail to make you feel alone... urlLink urlLink urlLink dedicating this post to teal, im gonna miss her so much 
