  god.  i miss julian so much,  i cant stand it any more. it feels like i NEED to see him or else.  yeh.  only 33 days,
 we are moving on tuesday so that might take my mind off him for a little while.  but yeh,  after that,  i have no idea what im gonna do,  i think we are goin on holiday?  not sure tho,
 my mom just got a big big amount of money and wants to go furniture and house- item shopping.  yeh,  oh well.  ok ur gonna think im really weird but I LOVE IKEA!  i love goin shoppin there,
 seriously,  all the cool little things and the snakes and ohh!  its cool,  lol!  i think im in hte proceess of writing a song,  not sure.
 i had the dream last night,  except this time i woke up a bit further into the dream.  well iim in a recording studio,  and im singing this song,  and all from the song that i can remember is-  im sorry for all the thigns that i have said,
 im sorry for all the fights that we have had.  and then i usually wake up after that part,  but last night,  i was singing that,  and i got up to that singing but,  and there was this guy,
 who had no face,  and he was like,  stop cut that,  sam you need a break,  ur working too hard,  so i walked to the bathroom(
in the dream i knew where it was)  and i looked in the mirror,  and i had no face too!  and then i think in the dream i fainted,  but thats when i woke up.  yeh.
if i have it again,  i will update lol byebye 
