  Ok well I'm back again today. geez my life really blows rite now. He's on vacation, and I can't reach him. Also, tomorrow I have to go to a stupid family reunion, it is gunna be so boring. Nothing to do at all.
If only dreams did come true, then well, everyone would be happy, but the world would be really messed up. But in this case, I dunno, maybe I'm just lonely, because of the whole "I've never had a boyfriend" thing. Oh well, and the other guy, well I used to like him, but he thought I was annoying, and he has a gf now.
Oh well, I have to deal with that. It was funny tho, the other day, I was talking to him and we were acting like nothing happened, (the whole, "ya I don't like you" thing) I felt like we had been through so much together, when in reality we hadn't. The more I think about one small thing, the bigger it seems. It really isn't good, I make a big deal out of all of the small things. geez, and if these two guys were to read this they would know I'm talking about them, especially the one with the gf.
I dunno, maybe I'm just sad that another year of school has ended and I'm not gunna see everybody as much for 2 whole months. Wow. The whole thing about another year gone by really scares me. yikes only two more years until university. Ok kallie stop scaring yourself. Ok it's getting late and I'm getting tired. goodnite :P 
