  eva and ingrid are at ballroom camp, lula at seven peaks with her dad, the baby is sleeping. i was sleeping (a miracle) until the phone woke me. the dryer is buzzing. the ac is running--the sound is soothing today because i'm so on edge. i want to be in a cool dark place. i just ate 14 chocolate chips. need to work on my novel while things are quiet. don't know what to do when its this quiet. it's heaven. 
