  *sigh of relief that was never expected to come* &nbsp; my seanlynn just talked to me. i cried. in fact, im probably not done crying yet. just for now while i eat my chocolate-covered donut.
so now 50% of the&nbsp;distress in my life is fixed and better. yeah, im definitely going to cry again. jeezus i miss him. i know, that i can be with someone and be perfectly happy but still wish that&nbsp;he and i could be together. its a sort of "highschool sweetheart" situation&nbsp;i guess.&nbsp;a situation i dont want closure from. i'll be happy living the rest of my life in love with him. (not to sound like a nut case or anything.
you know what i mean. ) news here in boremont... there is none. imagine that! worked last night. i was supposed to work 2-6&nbsp; but our water got cut off and i had to go pay the bill. and then they wouldnt have turned the water back on in time for me to shower and get ready for work, so i had tara go in for me. i was pissed that i couldnt work. but THEN, on my way home from paying the bill, lauren called and gave me her 6-10 shift.
yay. im still not getting more than 4 hours a week, but at least im working some. school in 2 weeks and 3 days. what a disturbing realization. someone should be shot. &nbsp; "hand in mine, into your icy blues, and then i'd say to you 'we could take to the highway. ' with this trunk of ammuntion too, i'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets. ...and i would drive onto the end with you. " - MCR 
