  right now i feel like im gonna SCREAM!!! and i have no idea why or how i came to feel this way.. but i am extremely close to just getting up and leaving my house and just taking a very long walk... possibly to south hill.. or penn yan.. i just dont feel like beaing at my house right now.. and i dont wanna come back.. and i cant stop shaking and its freaking me out.. i just feel super pissed off..for no reason..and i wanna just get out of this place!!!
i havent had ANYTHING today.... no sugar, no caffeine... nothing and im gonna try to stay in my house before i go and do sumthing very stupid... mood: AHHHHHHHH!!!!! music: the crazy voices inside my head telling me to leave!
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