  Mood=Rather upset 1) Do you believe in love: in a very complicated way, sort of... 2) Do you believe in love at first sight? no 3) Are you too shy to ask someone out: no 4) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? my cat 5) Have you ever actually truely honestly been in love before? twice...maybe 6) Do you regret loving them?
I regret being naive enough to think I was wise enough to know what "love" is. I 'm beginning to think it childish of myself to even believe in "love. " I have yet to meet or be informed of a couple that does not have trust issues or a prenup. But, as with all things, this truly depends on my mood and condition. Sometimes I've convinced myself that there is no such thing as love. My feelings for this subject change frequently.
"Panphobia" (That little c thing, Adriane Ware) What am I afraid of I do not know Is there any fancy word That describes my fear? I suppose panphobia Is best for the way I feel And yet, it does my emotions No justice I have explanations --All that are relative-- For the way I feel And what I fear But I suppose I fear Above all Love Love makes the world go It can change the reasons Why we live Love can power another To such extremes Love is power And love, though non-existent Is everything And I fear such a monopoly I fear love, love that is everything Does that make me Afraid of everything?
----- Pretty nifty poem I found that I felt described the way I feel accurately... 
