  Here's my thoughts. I know this is supposed to be about loving Erich and my thoughts on him... So I don't think I should ... Veil my thoughts to make him ... I don't know. Un-worried. &nbsp; He shouldn't be worried.
And neither should I. But I am, and will always be, eventually. &nbsp; Today I don't feel so well. this morning... I must admit was... spectacular. but tonight.
I want to feel arms around me. I want to feel protected from the shit of today. &nbsp; And I know I can't have that. &nbsp; And then... Erich was online. And it was neato-spectacular. the feelings I got when I saw his name were sweet.&nbsp;And I talked to him for all of-- what-- ten minutes?
and he left. gone. As fast as he came in... &nbsp; That's all I have. &nbsp; Sage 
