  i hate myself.. how could anyone be perfect? i tried.. but i couldn't.. can anyone be? how? i screwed up my eng O's oral.. it sucks.. it sucks.. i screwed up my friendships too.. it sucks too.. i didn't mean to hurt you.. i'm sorry.. i really didn't mean to.. do you believe me?
its just the way i am.. i couldn't help it.. i'll change.. i'll try.. yes i will.. friends are gifts from God.. i want these gifts.. i treasure them.. i really do.. all my friends out there.. i love you.. i really do.. who's willing to take that 99 steps for me? when will i ever have the chance to take only one step? 31 days to prelims.. 15 days to dnt submission.. 
