  Today i was suppose to go to the municipal of Las Pinas inorder to renew my business license but I didnt. Out of nowhere i had a change of heart. I wanted to visit Rina . I wanted to see her. Even just a glimpse. At the same time, i wanted to ask her out for a movie date. The last time i visited her which was a few days ago, she had promised that she would watch Spiderman 2 with me. Anyways, i was nervous but at the same time hopeful that she would accept my invitation, that she would remember. So before i drove to her house, i bought her a moist chocolate cake then got 2 advance tickets to the movie which was to be shown June 30. Upon arriving at her shop, i had asked one of her helpers to give the cake, the 2 tickets, and a note stating my invitation. I didnt bother giving it to her personally because she might get upset upon seeing me. I wanted to be careful with her.
Afterwards, i drove home nervous yet anxiously waiting for a reply. After a few minutes while still on the rode, the message did arrive. She declined my invitation stating she already had plans... Once again, my efforts were in vain. For the 3rd time this week, i drove from my shop all the way to hers with one thing in mind. To try to mend her feelings for me and spend quality time with her.
And for the 3rd time this week, i went home a disheartened guy full of disappointment and hurt. Honestly, i didnt expect that she take me back or that we be a couple at once. All i wanted was a sign. To see a glimmer of hope for me, for us. I didnt mind that i drove 2hrs to get to her place despite the stormy weather and traffic, nor the expenses that i had to shoulder. If it would somehow help in healing the wounds of our relationship then i'll gladly do it anytime. Unfortunately, it didnt. I drove a long 2 hrs just to see her for 5 mins.. Then drove another 2-1/2 hrs.. going home disappointed, depressed and disheartened to the fullest. 
