  ,. :'`':., 7/9/04 ,. :'`':., º*~ Mood: pissed off and really sad ~*º dont you hate it when something you really want to happen doesn't happen? well ive found that out soooo many times in the past week. remember yesterday how i said "he's supposed to come over, but it prolly wont work out"? well i think i should go into the fortune telling business.
yup ive been blown off once again. wanna kno the reason why im REALLY pissed? ive been forgotten about by my own boyfriend... yeah i sure feel the love now. i was supposed to get a phone call at like 4 or so from eric saying he was home from working with his dad... well, 4 came around... then 5... 5:45... and im sitting on the couch thinking SCREW THIS so i give him a call... see our conversation: Him: Hello? Me: Hey, what's up? Him: oh hey.
not much just got back from the movies. Me: ....*silence*... oh. with who? Him: jason. i got back from work early and he called so we went. Me: ....*silence*.... oh, so are we still on for today?
Him: OH!!!! crap. i dont know. lemme ask Me: ...ok... Him: *10 second silence with NO talking* i just asked. i can't cuz we're gonna see eachother monday Me: oh.
*feeling really pissed off and wishing i could reach through the phone and strangle him* ill see ya later then Him: okay b... then i hung up on him. yeah isn't that fun. i ran out of the room and slammed my door so hard it made the house shake... sat there and cried for a little bit. what my mom said was soooo right. "maybe he's lost interest"... i think that's it :: I LOVE ERIC! ehhhhh whatever:: :: go power rangers.. woo.. woo... :: 
