  this heat is oppresive, i thought germany was hot, this is unbearable, my usual disposition to clothes has escalated into something that will soon grow to be possibly public offensive if this damndable heat continues.
im not gonna get my job back, there are reasons; budget crap and new policy B.S. but the fact remains that i am now without a source of income. 400 dollars in the bank and 500 untouchable dollars in savings is all i have to my name... and 400 dollars is good, but i dont like my money dwindling without it growing again, and i have a feeling it will dwindle quite quickly without a job.
so... looking for a job with a subtle cloud of dissapointment looming over my shoulder, i hope this gloomy shroud doesnt creep into other potential possibilities in my life. whereas my job situation at the moment is rather dismal, other aspects of my life seem to be going rather well... and i would be quite pleased if they were to stay that way. i always seem to have hope, and this is good. 
