  So, I've had (guesstimating) 10 shots of my Crown Royal. I hear stories all the time from people... "OH MY GOD! I was out last night and had, like, 8 shots and I was so wasted that I did things I never thousght I'd do" Hell, I've heard them say stuff about 5 or 6.
It's making me wonder... is somehting wrong with me, or is something wrong with them? then I think back to wed and I know that there's something wrong with me. Now, I can point the finger in a million and one directions- work, stress, inability to be able to relax since the only real time I get to sit down & REALLY relax is twice a week (1 night this week). But those are excuses. I am really beginning to think I have a problem. Not so much with alcohol, but with "cruches". Just, something to help me be able to relax. I'm looking at my calander on my wall... not a single week without a cruch, ever.
Am I this weak? It's 12:30 and I have to be on the road in 5 hours to catch my flight out of Buffalo. I'm cruising around Illinois this week. I have 13 hour days in front of me so I can't say I'll touch this for the week. we'll see... 
