  Man its been a while since I've written a post, there's two reasons, the first being I am very lazy and procrastinate heaps, secondly I've been in nelson...Its a wicked place but I didnt get to see everyone I wanted to....fuck im bored tonite, its depressing.
I might go to bed and read Kurt Cobains journals....they are very cool....sort of lets u get inside his head and gives you a chance to try and figure him out. He is an amazing guy, he is a genious. You would think reading a journal would be boring but the stuff he writes is amazing. Alot of it funny, alot of it sad. argh im really not in the mood for writing shit in here right now...im too bored to do anything! Sometimes i get so bored all motivation and ambition goes out the window...thats probably why I do so poorly at school, its so boring my mind turns off and I cant be fucked doing anything so i just sit there and muck around...the school wants to have a meeting with my mum...ARGH its not like it will have any effect, just make me have awkward meetings with teachers where they ask me retarded questions like "what do you think could help you?
" IF I KNEW WHAT COULD HELP ME I DONT YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE ALREADY BEEN USING IT BY NOW!!! eegh stupid people annoy me (theres a difference between un-motivated and stupid) My career in life doesnt seem like its going to be very succesful considering I want to be a chef but i have the most retarded cooking teacher in the WORLD.
Egh I've run out of cds to listen to...I'm so bored of everything, Im just bored in general, it sucks its the last friday of the holidays! OH WELL *sigh* I'm off to bed, I'll tidy in the morning 
