  So the thoughts haven't stopped. I don't think I honestly thought they would so fast. It will take TIME.
Time heals all wounds. The more I talk to her the more I see that it really wasn't her that did these things. I wish I could understand. S is back to normal, she needed her family. All we can do is move forward and both give 110%. That's all I can ask for. I still see her changing and turning back into the W I knew. So odd.
She made me breakfast this morning. It's the little things that will ease the pain. Though it's day 3 it's as if there was just a gap in time that I can't understand. A gap that was not us. I will never be able to make sense of it so I really need to try to stop. No matter it will haunt me forever. Like a movie that will play over and over in my head. 
