  I am off Iceland tomorrow. Scary stuff. Why am I scared? Because I feel insecure about things right now in my life. And I'm just worried if I leave them for a short while, they'll collapse. I also have to sort a few things out with people.
NOt looking forward to that. Will anyone miss me? I don't really know. I'm not going to pretend I know how everyone feels and say no one will miss me, but I don't expect it much. I read Andy's messages today (at his will of course lol) and I guess, I was kinda...shite. All this time I'd been thinking whether or not I should text Charlie or Ellen. I left it at the end because I thougght they didn;t want a fool like em bothering them. THey probably didn't, I don't know. It's so odd, I was there when Charlie text Andy telling him she'd be home. I don't know why but I was expecting a text any minute, from her, telling me she'd be coming back.
Not in the same words coz she doesn't love me, but I dunno. Apparently Charlie's pissed me off. I don't know :S . 
