  im back as you probably could tell... i was extremely bored so i decided to post again. my time is messed up on this blog... i gotta fix it sometime, ill get around to it tonight hopefully.
i think im getting sick. i woke up with a sore throat and i'v been coughing all day. today sucks, not only do i not feel good, everyone is inside and no1 has called me except erin today and she had to go over her friends house like an hour ago. so im basically alone, with my family, shoot me now. i already went through this a couple days ago and i stayed in the house for about 4 hours and i started freaking out at people.
as you could tell i dont have patience. wow the song im listeing to brings back memories... here without you by 3 doors down, good times. isnt it sad when people change completely and not in a good way, i could cry just thinking about it. well i guess this is just a lesson on not to live in the past, and to look ahead. if only i could take my own advice... i wanna do something tonight but no one is out. oh man, i forgot i have a game tomorrow at 8... well atleast its not a double header like last week.
i almost killed myself at conditioning on saturday. all we did was run,run, and run. i think the part that really killed me was when i forgot to streach and my right leg cramped when we were doin suicides and i limped across the court. as much as i wanna play varsity next year and play, i hate running constantly, and then shooting foul shots and not having 60% from the foul line.
im actually tired right now, but if i go take a nap now im not gonna sleep tonight, and it hate it when that happens. i feel like watching a movie. yesterday i saw "the notebook" omg that was good. ofcourse no guy is gonna say that it was good cuz it was more of a love story. id actually like to read the book, only if i had time, and that is one thing i dont have this summer, time.
im not gonna say what the movie was about cuz not everybody saw it, im just gonna leave it as "the best love story of the summer". it actually reminded me of the movie "sweet home alabama". okay, ill shut up about the movie now. im hoping someone will call me sometime soon to do something tonight. i dont think anyone knows how bad i wanna drive. hopefully my brother will still give me his durango... im just keepin me fingers crossed. i still cant believe hes getting married.
og my brother of all people... ahha thats actually funny, but im still happy for him and kim. wow this is really long for one of my 1st posts. well im gonna go and find something to do. write later. ThErE cOmEs A pOiNt iN yOuR LiFe WhEn yOu ReaLize WhO Matters - WhO NeVeR Did - WhO aLwAyS wiLL - molly <3 
