  i spent around $100 today. oops. but i did really well. i got a lot for my money. &nbsp; tonight, i am relaxing.
watching spiderman with isabel, and hopefully when keith gets home from work he'll call. or sooner. that would do too. &nbsp; i think about him a lot. it's kind of frightening. and the more i think about it, the more right it seems. i'm just terrified that he doesn't feel the same way. i know he likes me, but how much? i wish i knew. but i guess time will tell. i have a feeling that the next time we're together in person, it'll say a lot.
i want him to know i like him. but subtly, and...ok, i'm babbling now. &nbsp; so. alissa got her license. those of us who read her journal are never going to hear the end of how great she thinks she is. &nbsp; driver's ed tomorrow. damn. 
