  amanda called. she and i had a long talk, which we haven't done in awhile. she needed to vent and i was glad i was there to listen to her when she needed me.
i've been feeling like we were drifting apart. hopefully it won't get worse when she moves. and if her mom says yes, she'll sleep over at some point this week, before isabel leaves. which will be cool. &nbsp; i'm sort of pissed right now, because last night when i told tony about how i was unhappy living home, and how i wanted to try and stay with my dad, he took me seriously. i was glad, because it's something i really want to do and something i feel that i need to do. i'm almost 16 years old and i hardly know my father. i think it would be good for us, and maybe it would change things at home. maybe my leaving would make mom and tony realize that something isn't right, and they'd try and make a few changes. i don't know. but today tony was like making jokes about it and stuff, and it made me mad. makes me want to leave more. so i guess i need to talk to my dad about this...but i'm kind of scared to. like i told keith, i'm afraid i'd be a burden to him.
keith said, "no, you would never be a burden to him. you're his little girl. " which is true. i like the way he put that :) &nbsp; saw spiderman 2 with isabel today. great movie. i wanna see it again. &nbsp; night. 
