  Okay today totally sucked. 1) I'm on the rag...not fun...a girl in colorguard(who shall remain nameless) started today....don't I wish I were little again...grrr...anyway moving on... 2) I got smacked in my shin with a flag...it hurt!
3) I'm not a dancer for this year's show. 4) I wish I were going to the Academy...the only reason I'm staying here is for a) a car, b) stupid I know...but a guy...who likes this skinny blond girl...do I need to go on? and c) to dance in marching band again....see a pattern? none of these are happening, so I should have just stayed on the waiting list and gone...I just wanted a car soo bad...but my interview is gonna suck...way to be a pessimistic Ray!
I probably spelled that wrong too...this whole week sucks. I'm going to go watch Edward Scissorhands....and eat ice cream...That always makes everything better....:) o and forget about romance and what not...I was watching one of those Feed the Children commercials, and I was moved to tears(perhaps a fault of hormones) and I realized how privelidged I am and I should embrace my opportunities...although it doesn't feel like that now...please come cheer me up!! ! 
