  yesterday... was my birthday.... a birthday i would never forget... coz i'm 15! 15! 15! argghhh... and then... we had this interview for the Asean 12th exchange student program... i bet i wouldn't be chosen.. for sure they would choose tresa... *sigh*.... and we also lost the cheerleading competition... the judges were totally unfair!!! fyi, we made our routine all by ourselves! and that.. that section two hired a trainer for them to make their totally boring routine... and they even had slow moves, which is not fit for a cheerleading routine, right??? and we only got the 2nd place... i'll kill them! i just want to tell them that us, section one, made big sacrifices... from staying awake till 11 pm just perfecting and making our routine... to hearing those big mouths of our moms and dads.. and even enduring the sprains, body aches, ulcer and headaches just to practice our moves.. and it just resulted to N-O-T-H-I-N-G!!!!!!!! well, who said life was fair?? nobody... a life full of misery, cheating, problems... i hate our lives!
maybe the body aches was ok for me... but the point that i missed or big planned attendance in our church's evangelical mission... i planned to attend that a week before... but then, i still have to miss it so that i could be with my classmates and make more cheerleading moves... just the thought of all our sacrifices were nothing kill me... i even did not make a single assignment so that i could give my whole time for this cheerleading.. *sigh* i hate them!!! i hate them!!! so right now, i'm at home... taking a break... coz my ulcer is getting worse... til here.... 
