  Another sleepy morning.  sigh.  but coffee always save my day.  : nbsp; nbsp;
 i was on the phone with one of my best friends.  we talked about a lot of stuff.  but one thing that really make me sounds like crazy.  i used to admire a guy since my primary year.  and because of him i have let go a lot of chances.  i just can't open up my heart to let other people walk into it.
 sounds like silly.  because i think he doesn't even knew that i have sacrified this for him.  :  & nbsp; i think i have start to forget all about this and start a new life.
 and stop thinking about him.  actually i don't& nbsp;  really think of him that often.  thanks to my friends,  family and colleagues that always keep me busy of some sort activities and works.
nbsp; nbsp;  & nbsp; must ganbatte~ nbsp;
nbsp;  love is not everyhting in our life.  & nbsp;
