  lonely lonely i feel lonely in this noisy n crowded place why...why i feel lonely? i see some ppl are laugh coz a joke i smile....i laugh too but why it sound so strange?
why...why i cant laugh with free why ...why i cant laugh by heart i search all this reason.... then i know.... there is a wound in my heart it feel pain...hurt me...cut my heart.... bleeding bleeding tears come out from my eyes hurt..hurt...hurt oh GOD why i become like this? so weak where all my strength? where all my spirit?
why..why ...why tell me why.. where r u, my love i need u hold me pls hug me pls in ur arms tight more tight i just need ur love coz only u can cure my pain but ..... then .... i realize u r not here anymore u r not love me anymore that's why.... that's why.... i am like this.... drowning me in this lonelyness deeper 'n deeper ~DreAmer NevER SLeeP~ 
