  Wow, I am really really very happy yesterday loh. R*** sms me in the afternoon and he agrees to forgive me and be friends again. I am so happy to receive his sms loh and we agreed to meet up for dinner. My Treat. hehe..... I would do anything to have him back as a friend. We went to Burger King for dinner as usual.
Not his favourite fastfood restaurant but I know he dun mind the food. Chicken Whooper meal as usual. I remember that he dun like to eat the tomatoes in the burger so I got the staff to remove it from him. When I told him abt it, he looks surprised that I still remember his likes and dislikes but then I was so excited that I forget that he prefer ice tea to coke. Sigh..... Poor memory liao, but then I must admit that we were acting a bit uncomfortable at first. Guess we need some time to adjust back to being friends again. We did some window shopping around, looking for his ear stud and comics.
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It did not take us long to get back to be as close as before and I must say that I do enjoy being with him loh.
We went to get his favourite sweets for his sweet tooth. hehe...... We walked down to Plaza Singapore from Orchard, talking and joking along the way. Played Guilty Gear as usual and at one time, he scratched my leg to get my attention loh. Dun know why, but I feel so nice then and he got that playful and curious look on him, as if to&nbsp;tell me to pay attention to him.
Feel so warmed then........ Send him home as usual and the funny thing about both of us is that we keep hinting to each other to find out if the other party is still single. haha..... Throughout the whole nite, I received 2 jealous sms from someone loh, so I showed it to him. He did not have much of a reaction but then he seem a bit cold towards me, or am I imagining things??? Sms him but he never reply. Guess he's busy and I remember how much he hates it if I keep smsing him to get his attention, so I better keep it this way.
Would sms him once in a while to check on him but then would not sms him again that day if I never hear any reply from him. Frankly speaking, I still feel something for him. In fact, I am still very concerned about him and his health. Know that he never make an effort to take gd care of himself and I do hope that he could find someone soon to take care of him. Just realised that my life is still in a mess, cos I got 3 guys to worry about. ( not including my didi ) R*** - Someone that I once loved deeply. Someone that I would still worry abt. Someone I would still wish to be by his side. ( He's still no ready for ltr, so we may end up in diaster again.
) Jas*** - Someone that care a lot for me. Someone that's very sweet to me. Someone that wish to develop something with me and is serious. ( Find him a bit too possessive liao. Not sure if I would be able to chat so freely with him when we meet up and that forms a kind of pressure for me loh. ) S** - Someone who get me confused of my feelings for him. Someone who give surprises once in a while.
Someone who understand me well and make me feel comfortable. ( He's so confused loh. One minute, I am someone he likes, the next minute, I am not his type. And if anything happen, he would always call for me, so what am I to him??? I dun know the answer loh. ) I have feeling for&nbsp;them ( feelings that I am confused abt ) and I admit that each one of them occupy a small space in my heart. I would not mind going steady with any one of them. I am just waiting for something big to happen to make me confirm on my decision. Dun want to rush into things but one month later, I shd be able to know my choice. Quote : I just want a simple life but my life is never simple when I meet you cos you are the one that brought light and love to my life. 
