  Today was such a good day. I haven't felt this happy since I left my landlord last year (she really made life miserable).
Today I was laughing and talking and had so much energy. My boss was really so surprised. He was bewildered on my transformation. He told me that he was thinking what came over me. Because that was how I was when he hired me in the start. But as weeks passed, I just became so tired. I also did not enjoy being the receiver of his outbursts. It just became too draining. I did not enjoy what I was doing anymore and I dreaded to go to work everyday.
But since I told him that i was quitting, things just fell into place. My PR was granted, then he found me a replacement (i'm training her this week). Hopefully another job will come along as well. However, I really should not feel this happy mainly because I have no sure source of income in the next few weeks. Who would feel happy about that!? I would surely be looking for a new job and praying everyday that my plans will happen. About my residency, I'm still bit undecided about it. I'm glad that I have the opportunity to make a life here, but I still can't see myself here forever.
It seems like a part of myself does not want to let go of Manila. But we shall wait and see. I don't think I'm meant to have all the answers now. I'm just being given the answers that I need at this moment and I should make the most of it. I'll be unemployed come the end of the week or maybe next week. It's not sure yet, it really depends o how fast she learns. My boss was a bit sad that things ended this way, and so am I.
But it can't be helped I guess. I'll just finish this job the way i did today. That would make it a good ending for both of us. The bad episodes we had could hopefully be left behind and we could part ways in good terms. 
