  I've finally had my piano exams. People might have wonder, how well have I done this time? Maybe I don't even get the chance to pass. Who knows? I really have no confidence in my piano exam this time. Will I fail badly? The day before my exam, I had practised my piano pieces til midnight. Major scales, harmonic and melodic minor scales, contrary montion and lots of scales to practise. My piano pieces? I've played numorous times til there is no mistake. Why had nervousness kill me?
I simply don't understand. Yesterday had been a nervous and depress day for me. In the morning, the 2-3 choir members were told to sing the school song for the coming acting minister in our school. It was annouced through the annoucement at first, but I had heard it as 3-4. Luckily did xu man came to inform us. I was so excited! Singing again. When we've reached 4 faith's classroom, the people were half way through singing our school song. Isn't it lucky that we've managed to reached there on time? Yang Hui was playing on the piano and Mrs Wong had wanted Yvonne (sec three), to learn to play the school song. As I watched yvonne play, I had thought and knew, that someday, it's going to be me who will be playing on the piano, when the next next batch graduated.
Someday, but will I ever play as well as yang hui? Maybe not. Nervousness kills me. The piano that time simply make me nervous of my piano exam. 1.00pm, just the time when my literature lesson ends. As I packed my bag, my classmates send regards(*Thanks! ), and I went down to the canteen to see my mother and younger brother waiting. My exam were held in hougang. In the 1 hour's time, I'll be in the examiner's room, playing the scales and my piano pieces. When I'm finally in the examiner's room, I just felt so nervous.
Almost every scale that I played are played twice. For my piano pieces, there were mistakes while playing. Sightreading, I just couldn't played a complete song. In fact, it didn't sound like a song. On my way back home, my mother had told me not to feel upset about it. I have just no confidence in passing. I've laid on the glass panel of the side seat and felt so tired that I just fell asleep.
So depress and tired. Can I ever get rid of nervousness? With one bunden down, the next bunden draws nearer. Final year exams. Sometimes, I really wonder how I would be able to make it the 2nd in class last year. I really wonder how did I do it. Is it because of luck? Or is it because that my other subjects had pulled me up? I've never done that well in my own life before. Never. I just really hope I can do well for my english, maths and science... as well as all the subjects to pull up my overall marks? Will I do the same this time? I just pray for a miracle to happen... Yi Tian 
