  I'm back after a week of tense composure! All my important exams had passed, and now, two days of break before going on for another two days. Life without computer was "tough". Time and to time, I've resist my temptation of not going online. And I did it! Not going online for the whole for one week. Through all five days of the week, I've stayed at the same room, same place right after I reached home.
In fact, I've sleep at 12 o'clock almost every night. Some subjects were really tough for me, while some due to carelessness and slowness. I really have no confidence in some my subjects, and getting back my position I achieved last year. At least, I have hoped for my science and maths, but I'm doubting if whether I can score well for it. Home Econs- The greatest carelessness for home economics. Could you imagine, sitting there for almost 20 minutes, and not knowing that you have not completed the last three pages until the last 2 minutes?
Using the rest of the time, I tried rushing through my third last page. I never really did finish it, but I've least answered some. The rest of the two pages were totally blank when the time was up. I've almost cried. Imagine spending the previous day til 12am, trying the memorise all the things necessary. A stupid mistake to make. Really stupid one. History- Source-based questions were tough, as well as essay questions.
I've spend most of the time doing the SBQ, and end up rushing through the essay questions. In the end, my last questions was not quite entirely complete. Literature- The paper was quite average. However, I've spend the last 15 minutes, trying to complete my last essay question about "He who says No". I simply couldn't think of something perfect to answer. In fact, even though the paper was up, I was still rushing. Miss Yoges who was collecting the paper, grabbed my hand and pulled the paper away from me. I almost felt like crying. For the first time, a teacher grab my hand to stop me from writing. I was horrified. Chinese- Paper 2 was quite average while paper 1 was quite hard.
I've tried to write about a problem I've faced but I seemed not according to what the paper wants. Can I score well for it? Fear and Panic seemed to aroused for all my papers. Will I score well? The only things I could do now, was to do well for my coming papers, and pray for a miracle. Will my miracle happen? Simply no one knows. deoxyribonucleic acid! ;) 
