  Cautious optomism returns with his willingness to fight this disease. The past several days have been filled with hopes and prayers that he makes it through this unscaythed.....and then, perhaps, we can continue to build on this once in a lifetime relationship. My heart sings when he is near - I love him so. Nothing would make me happier than to see him recover from this. Even if we do not continue, I wish him all the health and happiness one life can have - he deserves it! Thank you, God, for helping him and me get through this terrible time - I know neither of us could do it without you. I pray that we both continue on this path to healing and recovery. 
