  Wow. Amazing day yesterday. I got home from Legion Camp, which was just sweet, and then I got to see Joe, which was so wonderful. I can't believe how much I missed him. A week felt like forever, I can't really imagine what 36 weeks is going to feel like.
But so far being with him these past 3 and some months has just been incredible. Words can't even describe how happy he makes me. And the best part is that I know he feels the same way, and that is honestly the best feeling in the whole world. And although, yes, I do get extremely sad when I think about being apart from him for 9 months, I can't help thinking that if this is meant to be then things will work out for us when he gets back.
I think about that moment a lot. The moment when he gets home, I'm waiting for him at the airport and the second I see him I know. I know that this is the most real thing I've ever felt. And I just run into his arms, and I know everything is going to be ok again, cause he's home.
Now I don't know if that sounds crazy or not, cause 9 months is such a long time, but I don't think I can give up what we have. And if its meant to be, it will be when he comes home. Every time we are together, everything feels right, and I know I could never ask for more than what we have. Its that special. 
