  And the more I think about it,  the more okay I am with it. nbsp;  See,  I put down the ultimatimum that he had x amount of time to find a job or we were going to pack our shit up and move.
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 I didn't know where I was going,  but it would be far away and it would be not here with no ( s) mother no step monster no Fucking Karen no&
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 no no no no.
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 But I don't think I can get out of my house.
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 I don't think my grandmother ( who cosigned on it with me)  would appreciate me subletting it less than half a year after she was coerced into buying it.
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 i don't have money to relocate.
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 and i'm terrified of getting far far away with a man i love and having things not work out.
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gee,  i wonder why i worry about these things?
