  well today i woke up .  n i thought things were cool.  but then i heard there was a car accident in saugus where my brother was.  n like 5 kids died.  n i hadnt heard from him all day.  i was soo scared i thought it was him n we had no clue where to call.
 but luckily he was fine but i was scared that i lost him n that was it.  then i called my dad n called him out n his moviing to maine i cant believe he didnt tell me.  i guess he really dont wanna be in my life.  its not like hes ever given me anything.  i think he shouuld buy me a car or something ya know i deserve a little lovin.  haha.
 then i went to melissas house today n chilled with the gang jess melissa al adam matt n swartze but we had madd funn lol we were playing bullshit which was great everyone was cheating lol like me n al haha jenns heas a three haha melissa you got any nines haha it was great n then we watched the lion king 1 n a half but we were too busy talking to actually watch it lol .  i was watching the hook ups tonite tho.  n just wondering when mine is gunna come along lol.  i wish .  but im not guna go crazy looking for someone its just gotta happen ya kno n the guys gotta tell me how he really feels.  anywho i was soo happy when i heard al was guna shave but then he didnt n he really got my hopes up too.
 o ya we played wiffle ball today madd funny al wiped out n then i layed my self out i lost my shoe n boom fell right on my face it was great but we killed the guys .  al was on our team but hes half gurl soo its okayy.  i thought i felt something for someone today but i changed my mind bc i lovee my friend lol im cool with it.  adams dad brought over gwumpkies oo man SOOO GOOD you dont even know them n pierogies are the shitt.  finally tonite i talked to my gurl kelly n saw all her modeling pictures damn shes madd pretty n i cant even believe that shes only gunna be 15 wowzers thats crazii .  well enuff of my life ttyl LAYTER LOVEESS im me if ya wanna talk 
